I don't know whether to feel happy or upset today. Some things went right, others went horribly wrong. A little sad at first, then some thing cheered me up, then worry takes over, and then i'm cheered up again. It's weird to be on an emotional roller-coaster when all you want to do is plant your two feet firmly on the ground and stay right there.

Eighteen is the new age to worry, and as I speak to people, i realised that i am not the only one. thankfully:) but the part which i fret about is pretty much unimportant at this stage in life, so i suppose i'll only take it out to think about when i really have nothing better to do, although, surprisingly, its the only part of my life right now which i want a definite answer, or rather, reassurance about. sometimes, at different moments in the day, i get this 'caesura moment'- a dramatic pause before everything unfolds in slow motion to reveal the truth. the feeling's pretty awesome, both in good ways and bad, and i suppose attitude determines everything.

every one makes some quirky remark or think-out-loud statement from day to day, and today i heard one which i think is worth giving considerable thought about, because, if you think about it, everyone wants to feel wanted and loved. 'For every girl, there is always one guy who thinks that she is pretty.' Hope every girl out there finds that someone, although, preferably, that one (and hopefully not the ONLY) guy should not be your grandpa, who compliments you by saying that you are as pretty as your seventy year old grandma.

although they always say- if you want to know how a girl will look at 40, or at 70, look at her mother and grandmother. and pardon me for saying this, but i think i got a pretty good deal. ha:D

and i'll end with this cute quote that nicely sums up the thing that got all of us talking ever since tuesday- love, etc.

'Love is like an avalanche where you have to run for your life.'- John, age 9.