I can't find words to describe my emotions and thoughts which are running all over the place. and my body isn't helping by responding negatively to stress. i shall quote my way through this post: afterall, quotes are my favourite-est thing in the world, after pooh, after baking, and after babies that smell like baby powder:)

It took me some time to realise this, but sometimes, what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end, what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

I don't want to end up making promises I have no intention of keeping or say things that I don't feel.

There are some hurts that you will never completely get over. And you think that time will diminish their presence, and to a degree, it does, but it still hurts, because well, hurt hurts.

There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

And well, these quotes have adequately attempt to sum up my feelings. although i promise, in the name of all the goodness in this universe (however little) that in the prelims, the comments my examiners will give is, "Good use of examples.. etc etc, excellent analysis and clear presentation." instead of "Accurate and succinct analysis in the first two pages, but the third page unfortunately contained misinterpretations... etc". Seriously. Such mistakes make me want to jump off the nearest building and destroy all the cats in my neighbourhood by bleeding them dry. well, not as severe. but, get my point?

ok. end of story. the end. but no happily ever afters. life is always unfair. sometimes in your favour, sometimes not.