Tuesday, June 08, 2010 @ 8:55 PM

"If you never get lost, you may never be found."

Been writing so often in my diary that i seem to have neglected this blog:X been so busy lately thanks to focus camp and then now MUN, but well, it was fruitful:) came to realise that i actually love MUN alot, and i especially loved dealing with international relations. i think i really know what i want to be next time:) its the feeling of sureness, that after so long, i found the direction i should head in.

"May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays."

tomorrow will be better. i promise. well, it will be as long as i get round to doing my bio IA:X i hate beans. absolutely LOATHE them, but i have to use them for my experiments:( can life get any worse? yes. apparently i have to do it at home. grrr. i dont want these henious things growing in my home. seriously, i have zero affinity in beans. the pain they have cause me in so many yesterdays are appalling. forever becoming mouldy. hopefully they'll be better behaved at home?

"We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the one string we have, and that is our attitude ."

attitude overhaul!!! i need to start studying. im in the midst of week 2 and i havent studied ANY SINGLE THING. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and today? i discovered a year 5 doing year 6 analytical chem. what the? i need to buck up!!!! attitude determines altitude, and my altitude better be pretty damn high if i am to get that scholarship i so want, or rather, NEED. god be merciful.

for now, i can start by finishing the fan fiction i've started then reading some mao zedong before i sleep. yes, sounds like a good plan. no, correction: sounds like a great plan:)