i shall admit it now. im obsessed with gossip girl. like, crazy obsessed. like, fan fiction reading obsessed. 50 chapters, half a million words in a day? bet nobody does it like me:) but im so happy reading it, to be sucked up into the gorgeous upper east side half way round the world, and forget the stinking reality that exams are in a month and chances are that i'm not gonna do so well. not that i would let that happen- fight till the end no?:)

seriously, if u, my dear and scarce reader hasn't gotten it yet, let me tell you: i'm in love with the idea of chuck and blair:D who wouldn't?

and its not always superficial- i do get some tok worthy thoughts and opinions from that show. For one thing: I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

yes, sometimes we are never enough. and sometimes, we need to wake up and see the fact that its not us, but them. harsh as it may be.

think about it everyone:) happy holidays.