it does seem indeed to be a bad week:( as i came home all excited to watch the new episode of gossip girl, it did not end the way i wanted to:( S3EP17 was really given the right title: inglorious basstards. i hate jack bass. and how can chuck manipulate blair?:(

in the previous episode, she stood by him even when his uncle stole everything, technically leaving chuck as poor as any beggar on the streets (cos he cashed in his inheritance to buy the hotel that was now stolen by his uncle)

Chuck: I've come this far without my mother, I'm not gonna back down now.
Blair: Well if it's a war Jack wants, it's a war he'll get.

and then guess what he said when blair confronted chuck, wanting to hear that it was all jack's fault?

Blair: Please tell me Jack was lying, that you would not betray me like that.
...
Blair: I'll do anything to help you, all you have to do is ask.
Chuck: ... I'll do anything i have to. To win.
...
Blair: All i ever did was love you.
Chuck: The worst thing i've ever done, the darkest thoughts i've ever had, you said you would stand by me through anything. This Blair, is anything(luring her to his uncle and almost making her have sex with him to get Chuck's hotel back).
Blair: I didn't thought the worst you'll ever do would be to me.
Chuck: You weren't out there alone.

Blair slaps him.

Blair: Goodbye Chuck.

whatever happened to love in its purest, unadulterated form? what happened to standing by the person you love, no matter what, and even if it meant losing the world, you would still stay true to the person? one of my favourite couples now broken up:O i hope its not permanent. i know i should be doing work and all, but hello, the girl needs a break. i wish they'll get back together. i hope. i hope. i hope. funny how i'm so attached to this onscreen couple:)

saw this on one of my friend's fb status- fits what i'm feeling almost perfectly:
We used to laugh and we used to smile, Feeling this world was paradise. How gullible. Blinded to all the inadequacies of the world as I lost sight of what was true and lived in my own shell. Beauty is not sought, it is forced out. Every last drop has been exploited by man and his desperation for perfection.

i.m i.n.e.x.t.r.i.c.a.b.l.y a.n.d. c.o.m.p.l.e.t.e.l.y T.I.R.E.D:(
please, let the week end already:(