i was spurred to write this post while watching a television program:) so here it goes: regrets.

had youth leaders' summit from the 11th to 13th of march, and might i say i have enjoyed every single minute of it:) tough, tiring, but rewarding, it was worth missing two days worth of lessons for. had an awesome partner- edward- and a bunch of really really nice year 5s in my chamber. add that to an awesome sector- health- and you get a happy but tired me:D

won the grand prize in the grand convention, and we won $10 000 sponsorship from Mercy Relief to carry out our plan to go fight tuberculosis in the philippines. hopefully i can do that in dec after the IB exams, and bring the plan to fruition. or maybe the 5th SC can just take it up:D

life science symposium on 3 March was an eye opener. as part of the skit for the VIP bio lab- which had been converted to LOOK LIKE PANDORA, i became one of the five avartars. that meant painting my entire body BLUE with body paint, and talking to mother eywa about biology projects that were themed innovation. well, it isnt everyday that one gets to turn blue literally, so yup, good experience:) i ate a mcchicken while blue. and it took me an hour to scrub the paint off in the toilet, together with jecolia, and i went home still with blue toes and ears. well, it was fun:D

afterall, as the years pass and memories fade, one doesnt remember tutorials and lectures- we remember these crazy days in school where we turned blue in moments and take eons to turn normal again. my skin sported a bluish hue the next day=.=

last but not least, council gathering on the last day of CNY. love love love. missed these people LIKE CRAZY:) so happy we all found a way to keep in touch, after so long, after all these years:) i feel old already. how many more gatherings like this will we have? im clinging on so tightly to this identity and i refuse to think of the day when i lose it. hope that day never comes... all the crap things we suffered through while in office, planning for 3 months for a 3 day camp, morning duty and every single little thing- i don't want to lose:) the one thing i never regretted was joining council:) we all remain tight still, and may we stay water tight:)

weird how i themed this post regret and then write about things i don't regret. well, here's my one regret--> CUTTING MY HAIR. crap crap crap. i will hide my head and never show it until my hair grows out. i have bangs again, after nearing 9 months without them. i think i LOOK STUPID:( okay, maybe not stupid, but like a goon du:O what to do what to do??

aargh. when there are more things to worry about, im actually superficial enough to worry about my hair=.=

my holiday to do list:
1. history curriculum read up [done]
2. math portfolio
3. EE draft 2
4. TOk essay draft 2
5. 4 CAS forms to fill in
6. read up on further human physiology
7. read up on electrochemistry
8.5 biology tutorials
9. rest
10. exercise