A sad kind of beauty in this song that's just oozing out.

Imogen Heap- Let Go (please go youtube it. its really good:))

Drink up, baby down
Mmm, are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go, so let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've 20 seconds to comply

So let go, so let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown 

A little upset at myself because even after all the determination and promises, i still have not yet completed part two of my EE:( and i did not even manage to read up for bio and chem, just finished the bio tutorials and math port, with little headway on my TOK essay:( though i did rewrite the first two thousand words of my EE- every single word. but well, two thousand more to go. sometimes its so hard to let go of all these little things that seem so huge now, but will come to be merely a stage of life ten years later. a shocking realisation much?

They say that you can either be an echo of your past, or the glory of your future. The past and the future is connected through the present. At this very moment, at every moment, i can choose either to carry on the past with all its troubles on my shoulders, OR to let it go and see bright future pull me forward.

Can i choose to let go of the past, of my EE and TOK, and still get 45 points? NO. so why give me such a hard choice. The only thing left to do now is to carry the burden of the past and transform it into the driving force for my future. With a little luck, things might just work out:)

Have a little faith people:)