had an enlightening career guidance talk today, and i worked through my choices and options with the teacher. thank god for COG talks, or else i think i'll probably miss deadlines and not know it:O the horror...

applications for Uk unis open in july, and closes in oct. omg. omg. omg. this means i have to do UCAS, personal statements and interviews inbetween mid terms and prelims. US unis are open at that period too, and early decision is announced in november/december, right after IB exams. what to do what to do what to do? need to take my SATs too! and some aptitude tests for the UK unis.

after all the worry and frustrations, i got asked the one question which i feared the MOST: WHAT IS YOUR FALLBACK CHOICE? i dread thinking about it, as if running away from it would make the problem disappear:/ well...i suppose... NUS? not that it is bad, but it has been my childhood dream to go to uni abroad, so PLEASE LET IT COME TRUE:) its everything i'll ask for. i promise:)

limits are in the mind, not in reality. dream big, achieve big:)