Patrick: hey spongebob, how have you been?
Spongebob: Oh, just being normal.
Patrick: What's that?

normalcy no longer exists. in this world where we are consumed by work, by commercialism, by the new and the old, we no longer have 'normal' defined. what exactly is normal?

life have been anything but normal. cannot even begin to describe what work i have this weekend, for it is piling oh-so-high. is there a chance to take a break? the teachers all give the same reply, during one of the rare times they possess a united front- you can take a break after November.

November. i can feel my heart pulsating at what i can do after that. worry free months spent frolicking in the sun, laughing over lunch with friends, doing what i like. after so long, it'd better be worth my while.

been kinda moody today- has it perhaps, got to do with the lifelessness i've been feeling lately? been snapping at people who care about me, been impatient with people who had been patient with me. been critical of people who had nothing to do with me. really, the horns are rearing already- it's time to be more gracious and humane. i'm sorry:(

Princeton. Harvard. Yale. Cambridge. Oxford. King's. oh so far away. perhaps in the next lifetime?