PROMOS are in exactly 22 days.OMG.yup, promos. why do i use that word? simply because if i dont happen to get more than 12 points for my 3 HLs combined, that's it- retained. even if i get the desired points, there's a second round before we can advance to year 6. we need to finish our EE and TOK essay BY THIS YEAR. END OF THIS YEAR- a new regulation introduced by the school just... TODAY:/ groans. 4 thousand word research essay on Rwanda, plus my TOK essay in which the topics havent been released meaning i have NO HEADSTART. gosh. sometimes i feel like im simply overwhelmed this year. truly, madly, deeply overwhelmed.

Lee Kong Chian lib gonna be my second home this holidays, and i shall grow fat and stumpy after sitting, eating and reading the whole day (repeat cycle for 1.5 months) AAAH. venting is good. i dont really feel alot nowadays, probably just the slightest happiness, and rare at peace, and most worried and anxious. but im still procrastinating. i need to get a grip on my life.

IB's not hard at all, says the teachers. i think otherwise. then again, havent the teachers told me the same thing during O levels, and i thought otherwise, only to come to realise that O levels was EASY LIKE S**T as compared to THIS. i wished i ahd ten year series to practise on. I WISH, wholeheartedly. its the same stage in life where i feel stressed and vent my frustrations by wasting my time doing nothing- an act of rebellion that gets me no where. i'm not a self professed mugger, but dire states call for dire action- i have decided to convert, at least for the next three weeks. i'll try as hard as i can to not stray from the path of a mugger (but i highly doubt i can), still, a girl can try, cant she?:) wish me luck!

i need to bake. bake away all my stress. cookies, cupcakes, brownies. next up? meringues. the heavenly things in life are oh-so-mortal. cant wait to bite into the sweet treat i'm attempting next.

till my next rant, thank you people for reading (doubt there are many, perhaps one or two?) and I LOVE YOU ALL:) <3<3<3