Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 9:35 PM

so quickly the march hols are coming to an end:( with 80% of the homework still undone, the weekend will be HORRIBLE:(

at least i caught up with a few friends for a movie, went back for explorers' camp, and had a mass online convo with 25th:) it feels like im back in jss:) and i cant describe how that feeling of warmth swept over me and left me feeling tingly and happy:)its almost like i'll go back to sch on monday and see 25th in the sc room, head up to class to put my bag, complain bout homework, and go down for assembly where i'll have to say the pledge into the mic and try not to forget my lines:S spend recess munching on bread in class, chatting and popping over to 4/4 to look see look see, then be in a fluster when mr ooi steps in after recess. fall asleep in class, have mr ooi suddenly call upon me to do a question on the board. then having chem, where miss ong will come in with A4 boxes filled with notes and worksheets for us (groan), and telling us cold jokes:D miss koh coming in and assuring us that we'll get our As as we deserved and going for hcl after sch where everyone's dismissed except for us=.= sit in between weiqi and yongkang, tremble with cold and getting owned in hcl by the two of them :O

suddenly i miss everything yet again. when i thought i had begun to accept the fact that sec sch is OVER. i love AC:) but i love jss too...:) im a selfish person- i want both in my life. simultaneously. not a memory, but moments happening right there and then.

it is when the more you try to hold on to something that you feel it slipping out of your grasp.