2009 is going to be a fun year. supposedly. or so i thought.

January 24th is coming! study study study more. i realised that i've been slacking for way too long... guess my mind cant take a break or i'll start procrastinating. no. it cannot and will not happen. from today onwards, i will spend two hours a day studying for my exam. 40 hours to prep me for the paper. sigh.

i've never done it without my teacher's help before. what makes me think that i can pass it good enough to qualify for uni? NOTHING. grr. studying without my teachers seem weird. studying and knowing that i have no classmates makes it worse in some ways, but better in other ways. i keep telling myself that its nothing to worry about but i guess that's a small part of me who keeps trying to not make myself shy away from the truth sitting right in front of me. i will study. i really really will.

after all, its not hard. right?

please let me get at least 2000 marks. out of the possible 2400. but how i could lose the 400 marks is way beyond my ability to think so let's just hope for the best. and KEEP MY FINGERS CROSSED. i can do it. after 10 years in the singaporean education system, how hard can it really be?

my 5 new year resolutions:
1) PASS my SAT exams with good enough grades.
2) get my desired O level results
3) eat and think reasonably
4) forget to be so forgetful
5) not to forget the above 4 resolutions

please gimme the strength to finish my exams so i can enjoy my new year.

please.

pretty please?