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Hopefully, someday, it really will be useful... i hate it when the system fails me. somehow, bad things come all strung together. maybe this spate of unhappiness will pass. soon.

A little something to comment on: the saying that all is fair in love and war.

love and war actually stand upon the very same foundations. How, in the darkest moments, the most fearful times, become the bravest. When feeling your weakest, you end up showing more strength, how you're suddenly lifted up, higher than you've ever been when you're at your lowest. They all border one another, these opposites, and it is astounding how quickly these tables can be turned, and how we can be altered. Despair can be altered by one simple smile from a stranger, how confidence can turn into fear when an uneasy presence fills the room.

Everything seems to be on the verge, brimming on the surface, easily spilling over. A slight shake, a tremble, is all it takes to send things over the edge.

this simple theory isnt as simple as it seems. beware. for people are so too.

*** p.s happy 16th bdae to johnathan:)***