coming to terms with the results for common test 2 and trying to move on. slowly but surely. did very good in a few, did not very satisfactory in the others... picking up my pace and trying to move on:) cant believe that mid terms are in another 2 week half. how on earth i am supposed to cover sec 3 and 4 syllabus i dont know, but i sure as heck will try my best. to achieve some things, one has to give up some things. but i believe that it does not matter now, because i know where i want to go!:D or so i think.

it doesnt really matter to be alone now, cause ultimately it all comes back.
it doesnt matter that i'm lagging in some areas, cause i can redeem it with hard work.
it doesnt matter now that i have to give up a competition i so badly want to go for, because i know the time is better spent on physics and chemistry.
it doesnt matter now that i sleep 1 hour less daily, because at the end of the day, i can sleep for all anyone cares.
IT DOESNT MATTER.

i am no social butterfly to begin with anyway.

slowly but surely it'll all turn out ok. i believe. i trust. i hope. i keep good faith.

5 things to achieve by friday:

1) HCL assessment paper 3
2) chemistry- stoichiometry
3) physics- static electricity and d.c circuits
4) biology- homeostasis, cells, nutrition in humans
5) chemistry- acids, bases and salts

thank god i have the whole friday afternoon free:) triple sciences. cant regret taking them so i guess i have to put in the extra effort to earn those extra points.

o. i think i'll get used to being by myself. cause in the end, you're always alone. FOCUS. FOCUS. FOCUS. do what's important. at the end of the day, i choose to believe in the better nature of mankind. even if it makes me seem more foolish, at least life's easier that way. is'nt it?