and i got back the physics paper today. and there goes my perfect dream of all results above B3. DAMN IT. DAMN THIS SUBJECT. a C5 screwed EVERYTHING UP. and dont you even tell me, it's not the grade that matter. because it is the grade which MATTERS. you got an A, obviously you can say that dont you? i m not being sourgrapes here but hello, it's not you who got a C.

to think that sec 4 year's so lousy. indeed it is. absolutely nothing went wrong. and everything that cna go wrong went wrong, including my physics. and this teacher said i can do straight As if i spend more time studying... but i feel like telling her: status quo is enough. shld i do more? NO. though i know i have it in me. i guess its the lack of motivation, which totally sucks.

mayb i shld consider the DSA offered. should i??????? its an option. one i m totally unsure of. sounds fab but what are the consequences?

i totally wish i didnt have to go to JC. i rather go elsewhere. which leaves me nowhere=.= aargh. 16 is proving to be a year full of emotional rollercoaster rides. wow. i cant wait.

just a random quote frm a random blog:
i dont love her because she is beautiful. she is beautiful because i love her.

i dont love studying because i can gain knowledge. i gain knowledge because i love studying.