so many things happened this year that i dont have time to think about them=.= and now when i suddenly look back i kind of found out that i m in the middle of nowhere.
and i really miss myself being in control of my own life
cause everything seems spiraling outta control and
i lose track of where to stop.
or rather, how to say, STOP.

have i done enough for my studies recently?
have i neglected my friends recently?
have i slept too much recently?
have i whined too much?
have i said thanks for all the help ppl gave and are still giving me?
have i appreciated my life up till now?

will i be a good third speaker?
will i let the team down?
will i focus on my studies?
will i ever find my motivation to study?
will my results maintain or slip?
will i ever be a good enough person?
will i become who i am in other's eyes?

how do i make time for my friends?
how do i find time for myself?
how to i find time to study?
how do i find time to sleep?
how do i justify all these questions i have just posted?

TELL ME HOW.

cause i am really tired. of this, that and everything in between.
i m barely hanging on
and only am hanging on because of the support
everyone has given me.
especially you.
thank you. one and all:)

LOADS of LOVE.
wish me and my team luck for this sunday.
i can feel my hands trembling already