its like, halfway into january already and i m still not settled down and ficused! ok. mayb i m a little MORE focused, but not ENOUGH. and not as much as i want to. but i will JIAYOU!

haven updated in a long long while so yeah. gonna have camp tomorrow and CAMP RULES:) esp when you r an instructor, but the hard work goes into the PLANNING. but i like planning for explorers- we seem to be able to do much with so little and its very efficient. 2 weeks ago we were planning for camp. last week we got the camp approved. and this week, we're having camp. not bad eh? go go GO! camping has never been so efficient and FUN... lala

ok. on to studies. my CHEMISTRY. i totally have no chemistry AT ALL with this subject. ironic or what? but really. the only thing i can safely say i know is how to read the periodic table, how to convert moles to dm3 and simply chemical equations into ionic equations. the rest? i think i is hidden soemwhere in my brain. better uncover it soon... or else, how to pass o levels?

PHYSICS. ok la. got improve abit. but i think its because the topic wave properties and EM waves is EASY PEASY. i know it, others can do it a gazillion times better than me :D but hopefully i can get an A for the test and i'll be over the moon.

BIO. shucks. cant believe my first test though miss koh said its not bad and not to worry. like i can choose not to... its like a lie. adn that;s y i m so determined to study harder for bio. YES I CAN. the positive negativity.

rest... talk next time ba. i think the readers will be bored and stuff. on to a practice for english.... miss phua say that i have to write COMPLEX sentences. try it out:

the problem with me is that it is so hard to grasp what the teachers want as many of them have different expectations of me and i am trying so hard to meet them. yet in the process of figuring out the best way to do so, i often lose my sense of direction, the next step to take. From this, i know that i am a perfectionist, wanting everything in my life to go my way and smoothly, yet this is ironic because everyone has different standards of PERFECTION- my perfetion might be someone else's flawed plan, and vice versa.

dont you just agree? zzz. gtg do my lit homework... all play and no work makes me a stupid girl.lol