got my Chinese O levels results today.

tense. anxious. tired. nervous. unpredictable.

it was totally scary. though the results for the sec 4s last year were SUPER DISAPPOINTING, our HCL class did fabulously well i daresay. 85% A1s. not bad eh.

we were at the hall together with the graduating classes, waiting for miss tham to finish her speech and quickly announce the results. WAIT. WAIT WAIT. then it was super hot in the gallery though the aircons were on( i guess its cause they opened the windows so kind of no use), so people were getting irritated and touchy. we were all watching, all those crestfallen faces, tears and all. where got motivation?!

waited for mdm lee to issue the slips to her class first then can give us, then mr tan say its with him! the whole jing gang went to the HOD room and waited outside. SCARED. then he read one by one. eeeee.i didnt dare to look at him so i stared at the ground floor, staring really really hard... everyone was tense, hopping around (not literally la), wishing each other good luck. then dorisa cried when she heard she got A1, distinction. then many ppl hear results le then cry cause VERY HAPPY!

then my turn. i was one of the last to be called out, i was like, what if i got A2?! zzz. then i somehow heard mr tan that i got A1, distinction. and i was OVER THE MOON! at first i was shockeed. in a daze. for a few minutes, then yeehui hugged me then we kind of went "yes!"

then everyone kind of dispersed and we got into groups. and group hug! and cried. just cry. i couldnt stop the tears once they started and i was in such a mess. angelia cried too. we were so happy that our efforts paid off. REALLY REALLY HAPPY. aaahhh!!!!! nurul and vivian came then it was more hugs. many many more. haha. IT FELT LIKE WE ARE GRADUATING WITH 9 A1s. but we only had one.

but then, this result made me want to get another 9 A1s to compliment it so i will WORK EXTRA HARD. I PROMISE. self motivation. isnt that good?:)

after tidying myself up (my crying's a mess, as usual), me, vath, ann perng and bryant went to jp. shopped for a birthday surprise, and while the guys shopped for clothes, we gals went window shopping. role reversal? haha. had mac then went home together.

its a fabulous day and i feel like i am FLOATING!:):):):):):)

THANK YOU MISS NG FOR NOT GIVING UP, FOR TEACHING ME FOR 3 YEARS HALF.
THANK YOU MDM LEE FOR ENDURING OUR CRAP AND GIVING SECOND CHANCES.

i got what i wanted!

a good beginning, A FANTASTIC END, i promise. next year!