Saturday, January 05, 2008 @ 10:13 PM

hey everyone! its been 5 days into the new year and yes! it was an emotional 5 days. with things learnt, tears shed, smiles shared. but whatever, we're teenagers:P we get away with almost everything with one word: adolescence. except for crime and illegal stuff of course, but when emotions run high, this is the reason many give.

with the secondary one orientation coming to an end yesterday, together with the haphazard time plan changed a million times by the TEACHERS, i m surprised we got through it. but still, we're the 25th. so yea. we can do it! SHINE WITH CONFIDENCE, LEAD WITH PRIDE.

but this is to those who question, or doubt:

yes. kenneth and i did our best, but often, life doesnt always go your way. and we understand how you all feel, and why you all felt so strongly. and we went out of the way to reason. im not saying that we are always right, cause everyone makes mistake, let alone us. but what's most important is that you learn from it. i am sorry bout all the disappointments, but remb, always keep yourself in check:) lots of love<3<3<3

and 5 days into the new year, i shed tears on the fourth day. its been stressful. and tiring. everyone has this expectation for me, and i dont wanna let them down. that's why in the process i often lose myself for awhile i guess. sometimes i just dont want to continue, and i wonder how i landed myself there. everyone sees the awards and glory, but how many know HOW MUCH TIME AND EFFORT i spent?its not easy and it never will be. everything comes with a price. but still, i m glad i paid it:D

last but NOT least, before i go off to study my bio- the eye[i have no idea what it is about], i just wanna say.... INTERACT CLUB RAWKS. lol. cause i already advisor liao. yay. i promise to help out after graduation. for now, studies are top priority. see you all around!