i've learnt that words could be hurtful.
unspoken words even more so.
a stab straight to where it is supposed to be.
not hesitating.

not now
not tomorrow
not forever

i might feel better
but i will not forget
though i will forgive
each time u make a wound
remember
you will leave a scar

no matter how u try to hide it
people can still see it
IMPERFECTION

i m imperfect
that's that.

who's perfect?
u tell me
who is?
i m not
neither r u

o.
jus one thing
i hate bullies
and liars
and scarsm
and darkness

AND LONELINESS.

and i can tell you
i felt way lonely jus now
though i was in a room full of people
is it possible
yes
it
is.

and once i let loose i couldnt stop

sometimes it hurts
so much that
i wanna tear myself apaprt
and see what's underneath
that broken heart

what makes it hurt
hurt which pulsates
throbbing through my veins
making me feel pangs of guilt
for hurting

cause i think that no one has the right to
nor should want to
hurt someone else

but i tink i m wrong
tell it to mi

am i wrong?

and remember this:
dont ever do what you dont want others to do to you

do it again
and i'll make you pay
twice
double

till u feel how i felt
the pain and sadness
the ultimate lonliness
the never ending abyss of sadness
the overfilling guilt
and that confining space

if memories are not stored in the heart
nor in the brains
but in the space
between 2 people

then i wanna be as close to you as possible
then hopefully
i wont remember you
and what you did

and mayb the damage will go away
wounds will close
and scars will fade
but memories stay
FOREVER.

remember this before you do anything

and i have just proven that you do not need to use vulgaritites to hurt someone