Sunday, June 17, 2007 @ 8:16 PM

y do i always not want to b there? cause i dun feel appreciated. get it? and ppl are not polite. ppl think they deserve to get their way. but sorry to tell you, i dun tink so. so get out. u impudent impolite arrogant brat. c this. c how i feel. everytime i get scolded i try to muster the courage to say: i dun feel appreciated. but i cant. i dunno y. i m sorry. perhaps it shldnt b mi. i try to say, say a word of thanks and i will feel better. but NO. jus yelling. enough is enough. i dun want it animore.

lonliness is when you have nothing to hold on to in this world even when you try so hard to.
pain is when you have everything to hold on to in this world but cannot no matter how much you try.
lonliness is lament.
pain is suffering.

which is better. i dunno. i feel both. is it even possible.

why is that sum1 dont have to do it but i have to? y?y?y? i hate doin so. first you say that that person is young. sum1 is not young animore. let sum1 do sth. arrogant fool. stop giving mi all these BULLSHIT. i dont wanna listen animore. neither do i tink u enjoy saying it. but u're out to hurt mi arent you? jus making mi feel bad is enough to make you feel better isnt it?

i hate wad u r doin to mi. i jus wanna feel loved



is it so hard?