hmm. i guess i'll nid to address this issue sooner [NOW] or later[WEDNESDAY]. and we all deal with this sumtime or another. but really, wad is it? is it jus us feeling tt way or is it jus another form of guilt? hmm. i jus read a fren;s blog. she failed her maths. and she sounded so depressed and everiting, like nothing in the world can cheer her up. but y??? she knows tt she did her best alreadi... realli. i dun mean to say it but well, she sounds emo. very. and she changed. i dunno is it her or jus her posts and such, but she used to b so cheery and bubbly in pri sch. well, i guess things change. and sometimes, we're so caught up in our lives that we do not step back and see. she's jus not that person i thought i knew. or rather, used to know.it might jus be her writings, but wad's inside u moulds u to be the person u r isnt it? so? there mus b tis bit of her that's liddat. adn i tink she;s too pressurised. and its really scary how tings turn out this way.

PEOPLE. WE CHANGE. YEA. I KNOW. but y is it that we sometimes change for the worse??do we really know who we are? feeling disappointed after a paper. thinking that we'll fail but hope to pass. CRAP. if u do ur best u'll pass. dun gimme THAT CRAP man. about how u feel. u wan emo dun emo mi. i jus wanna stay happi. ask mi if i thought that paper was easy, and when i said it was hard, u gimme a scarastic comment. DUN WANNA KNOW THEN DUN ASK LA. ruin my feelings, and u hurt mi. even though u might not mean it. and i dun even mention the words HOW'S THE PAPER? to you cause i dun wanna get hurt. not animore....

disappointment. ppl feel it. its like an empty shallow space in the depth of ur heart. and even though u dun c it, u feel it. it seems to be growing bigger and bigger. swallowing all the other stuff as u go along. no more happiness. onli emptiness.its eating u out. jus like a decayed tooth. it contagious. to not feel it, jus put in ur everithing and tell urself that u;ve done ur part. NO WORRIES. and even if u do badly, accept it and start again, how else do ppl like thomas edison, newton, franklin, jus to name a few, done it b4 us? YEA. DUN FEEL DISAPPOINTED AND START AGAIN ANEW!!

*ps. tis is for you. i realli hope u'll cheer up
* pps. tis is for another u. pls dun so emo. i still wan u as a fren kaes? i know u wanna vent ur anger sumtimes, i'll gladly lend u my shoulder.