jus took a look at some of my friends' blog. and the entries are mostly about the down side of life. and they go very very deep into their thoughts, and publish all of it online. isnt it a bit dangerous? cause ppl will know the weak side of u and try to manipulate u. i noe having a blog to some means writing ur inner thoughts and feelings. and i do that too. jus not the innermost. cause sumtimes it jus makes u too vulnerable. perhaps this is realli how fragile we all are, mayb it is how we feel, mayb deep down we're a softie inside but jus am tough outside. hu knows? the person whom u tink is ur best friend might in fact b hiding some things frm u. the person whom u think is trying to harm u might jus be the person trying to save u frm sinking too deep into the valley of msiconceptions amd lies. its jus realli hard to tell. really. and sometimes u feel realli lonely, even though u r surrounded by your friends. when there are 3 of u. the 2 walk ahead, leavin u trailing behin. sumtimes u feel a stab of pain? someting u dun realli know how to describe? like u are a piece of puzzle fixed in the wrong place? u so wish that u could fit, but sometimes it jus isnt realli u. perhaps i'll jus confess now. sometimes i feel like this too. so? is it realli my fault for not trying hard enuf or wad? mayb it jus is... i dont know. u lose some, u gain some. yea. lsoe urself, gain some friends? fair xchange? the queen bees in school might jus b a false face everi1 wants to have. U KNOW IT. its jus that u dun say it. mayb we're all faking our way through school. HAHAHA. we seem to b wallowing in self pity. as alwaes. i doubt ani1 would read this, that's y i m writin it out. cause the most dangerous place is the safest place. if u caught my gist. yea. i feel so much better. but i'll b back to myself in notime. watch mi. =)