sometimes when u look up into the sky, u c no stars. Yet sometimes, there are so mani stars that u cant count them right. When the sky is dark and empty, it seems so hollow. Jus like some point of time in my life. I jus cant c. the clouds might b hiding them. I dun know. But I really feel like I’m at the bottom of a bottomless valley. Yup. That’s how deep it is. Cant c the bottom. Cause there isn’t any bottom. Haha. it makes mi feel so shallow. and tiny. like i m invisible. but now i m. at least a little=)

and i m feeling so positive. haha. right now things r looking up. SITEX came to a close. going on a holiday. shopped 8 hrs straight yesterday and enjoying it. miraculous. mastered my skating. happy family. yup. i feel like i haf everi ting anione could ever ask for in this world and believe mi, this feels great. TOTALLY. everi single happi ting is a star in my night sky. and i wish day would never come. cause the stars wouldnt b seen animore. but it is inevitable. and i would haf to go in search of my stars. again. jus like i did a few months back.

yesterday's tomorrow's history. wad it means could be the way u depict it. have fun. lol. yeah. and one more thing. i like being at the beach and walking along the whole stretch of it, especially when the waves r HUGE. VERY HUGE. it makes u feel at peace. every one of these waves washes away a little bit of unhappiness and if i spent my whole life there, there wuoldnt b animore unhappiness to wash away, wun it? =) and it sounds enticing. but tings in life are inter-dependent. IF THERE AINT SADNESS, THEN WAD WOULD U DEFINE HAPPINESS? IF THERE AINT BAD, THEN WAD IS GOOD? u c. these tings balance out in this world we;re living in. but mayb not in our lives. some might get more good than bad, some might get more bad. but U HAVE ONE LIVE. LIVE IT RIGHT. SAY WAD U WANNA SAY WHEN U WANNA SAY. DUN LEAVE IT TILL ITS TOO LATE CAUSE U'RE AFRAID. u wan the person to stay, u open ur mouth. how else would the person know then?dun regret. cause sometimes in life, u dun even get a second chance. ya.

OK. HOPE THIS HELPS. TO SOME PEOPLE HU alwaes ask mi y life isnt fair. this is my answer to u. u dun get a second chance.=)