cant stand it. cant ignore it animore. whenever i stand up, there would be this 10 secs that i cant c aniting coz my vision goes black and i have to get support. usually happens once in a few days, but i got it thrice today. wunder wad's goin on in my head. no idea y. it's like freaking mi out. today when i reached home, watched tv for bout 20 mins then went to shower. when i stood up, i collaspe back onto the sofa again cause my legs turned into jelly. wth. i cant support myself then i wobbled into the bathroom. and when i climbed the BTH, ummu and darren were like feleing v hot and stuffy, yet both my arms were cold. but i did sweat. weird. what does this means?i m not sick. cause i usually know it when i m.

SOMEONE TELL MI WAD IS WRONG AND Y I M SO SO SO DIZZY AND MY HEAD SPINS EVERYTHING I STAND UP? ON THE VERGE OF GOIN TO C THE DOC. WAD'S HAPPENING?? SICK AND TIRED. it started bout a few months back.

SANTA. MAKE MI WELL. MY XMAS WISH THIS YEAR. CANCEL OUT MY WISHLIST. i jus dun wan blackouts animore.