omg!!! science paper finally over!!! so relieved. i tink i m gonna flunk physics. cause i m not good at it at all. i cannot calculate potential difference, mixes up voltmeter and ammeter's position. wth. its onli the beginning of my many inability to do physics. and i realise that its seems to b related to maths!!! the subject i ahd a C5 last year and pulled down my percentage by 4 percent!!! yikes. how on earth m i gonna do A maths next year? its sink or swim, and i definitly dunno know how to swim. so i m gonna sink, down the hollow valley of mathematics. so flustered!!! wad is happening to my world?
and my mum, she keeps saying that i keep using the computer. doesnt she kn ow wad is relaxing??? she seems to have selective memory, onli seeing mi using com. wad bout the times i m cooped up in my room with books, tons of water and tons of choc? doesnt she c that at all? and she threatened to confiscate my phone? how can? its like my sole reason for living currently. its helping mi communicate wid the outside world!! that's the worst ting she can do to me, except make mi stop eating choc. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. how i wish i m gonna get A1s and can thrust the report card right under her face and say: " i never study also get A1." whoa. my biggest dream yet. of course. this isnt going to come true. so i haf to sorta stop daydreaming. but sometimes, without dreams, sleeping is really boring. haha.
anyways, changed da skin. i m feeling so down right now. the thought of flunking physics is mad. scary.i've been close to flunking but never once flunk. hope this wont be the start of my downfall...=(=(=( please dun let mi fail.please.